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Saturday, June 7, 2008

I am just now beginning to feel normal...

after making the trip across the sea, with an 8 hour lay-over in Moscow. Unfortunately I was not able to explore the City without a visa, which evidently is quite difficult to come by. I was told that you have to be invited by a resident of the country, in order to get one. It was only after pleading for "mercy", that I was able to venture beyond the boarding area, and into the airport. I had hoped to get some sense of the country and its people, even if by just visiting their shops and resturants. Much to my dismay, all I found were "duty fee" shops filled with alcohol and cosmetics. The one resturant was crowded and quite expensive. Clearly travel has not been a big part of the culture and apparently the regime change is slow in fostering it. In fact, the vast majority of travelers in and out of the airport were men in in business attire. My American Airline flight was the first one into Moscow, for the flight attendants. Times are changing. On to Budapest. My exit from the airport was smooth. Getting to Eva's was a little tricky, but I made it and was greeted by two of her friends, with dinner and a bottle of champagne. The next two days have been all about finding my barrings. My body has been totally confused, going to sleep at 6 AM and waking up at 2PM. Slowly I am acclimating. Today I did my first grocery shopping. That was quite an adventure. None of the labels look familiar, so I bought lots of fruits and vegtables and yog-fit, which I was assured was yogurt! Hungarian is said to be one of the hardest languages to understand, even for its neighboring countries. I have no illusions about learning it and will remain grateful when I encounter those who have been willing to learn my language, while appreciating the sounds of theirs, connecting the best I can whenever possible.

I hope to have much more interesting tales to tell, as I emerge from this place of slow and gentle recuperation. Above are a couple of pictures of Eva's place. I am thoroughly enjoying the openness of it. Meets my need for expansive views with lots of light. Yea!! More later.

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Solving Human Problems through Transforming Human Attitudes

Of the many problems we face today, some are natural calamities and must be accepted and faced with equanimity. Others, however, are of our own making, created by misunderstanding, and can be corrected. One such type arises from the conflict of ideologies, political or religious, when people fight each other for petty ends, losing sight of the basic humanity that binds us all together as a single human family. We must remember that the different religions, ideologies, and political systems of the world are meant for human beings to achieve happiness. We must not lose sight of this fundamental goal and at no time should we place means above ends; the supremacy of humanity over matter and ideology must always be maintained.

By far the greatest single danger facing humankind - in fact, all living beings on our planet - is the threat of nuclear destruction. I need not elaborate on this danger, but I would like to appeal to all the leaders of the nuclear powers who literally hold the future of the world in their hands, to the scientists and technicians who continue to create these awesome weapons of destruction, and to all the people at large who are in a position to influence their leaders: I appeal to them to exercise their sanity and begin to work at dismantling and destroying all nuclear weapons. We know that in the event of a nuclear war there will be no victors because there will be no survivors! Is it not frightening just to contemplate such inhuman and heartless destruction? And, is it not logical that we should remove the cause for our own destruction when we know the cause and have both the time and the means to do so? Often we cannot overcome our problems because we either do not know the cause or, if we understand it, do not have the means to remove it. This is not the case with the nuclear threat.

Whether they belong to more evolved species like humans or to simpler ones such as animals, all beings primarily seek peace, comfort, and security. Life is as dear to the mute animal as it is to any human being; even the simplest insect strives for protection from dangers that threaten its life. Just as each one of us wants to live and does not wish to die, so it is with all other creatures in the universe, though their power to effect this is a different matter.

Broadly speaking there are two types of happiness and suffering, mental and physical, and of the two, I believe that mental suffering and happiness are the more acute. Hence, I stress the training of the mind to endure suffering and attain a more lasting state of happiness. However, I also have a more general and concrete idea of happiness: a combination of inner peace, economic development, and, above all, world peace. To achieve such goals I feel it is necessary to develop a sense of universal responsibility, a deep concern for all irrespective of creed, colour, sex, or nationality.

The premise behind this idea of universal responsibility is the simple fact that, in general terms, all others' desires are the same as mine. Every being wants happiness and does not want suffering. If we, as intelligent human beings, do not accept this fact, there will be more and more suffering on this planet. If we adopt a self-centred approach to life and constantly try to use others for our own self-interest, we may gain temporary benefits, but in the long run we will not succeed in achieving even personal happiness, and world peace will be completely out of the question.

In their quest for happiness, humans have used different methods, which all too often have been cruel and repellent. Behaving in ways utterly unbecoming to their status as humans, they inflict suffering upon fellow humans and other living beings for their own selfish gains. In the end, such shortsighted actions bring suffering to oneself as well as to others. To be born a human being is a rare event in itself, and it is wise to use this opportunity as effectively and skillfully as possible. We must have the proper perspective that of the universal life process, so that the happiness or glory of one person or group is not sought at the expense of others.

All this calls for a new approach to global problems. The world is becoming smaller and smaller - and more and more interdependent - as a result of rapid technological advances and international trade as well as increasing trans-national relations. We now depend very much on each other. In ancient times problems were mostly family-size, and they were naturally tackled at the family level, but the situation has changed. Today we are so interdependent, so closely interconnected with each other, that without a sense of universal responsibility, a feeling of universal brotherhood and sisterhood, and an understanding and belief that we really are part of one big human family, we cannot hope to overcome the dangers to our very existence - let alone bring about peace and happiness.

One nation's problems can no longer be satisfactorily solved by itself alone; too much depends on the interest, attitude, and cooperation of other nations. A universal humanitarian approach to world problems seems the only sound basis for world peace. What does this mean? We begin from the recognition mentioned previously that all beings cherish happiness and do not want suffering. It then becomes both morally wrong and pragmatically unwise to pursue only one's own happiness oblivious to the feelings and aspirations of all others who surround us as members of the same human family. The wiser course is to think of others also when pursuing our own happiness. This will lead to what I call 'wise self-interest', which hopefully will transform itself into 'compromised self-interest', or better still, 'mutual interest'.

Although the increasing interdependence among nations might be expected to generate more sympathetic cooperation, it is difficult to achieve a spirit of genuine cooperation as long as people remain indifferent to the feelings and happiness of others. When people are motivated mostly by greed and jealousy, it is not possible for them to live in harmony. A spiritual approach may not solve all the political problems that have been caused by the existing self-centered approach, but in the long run it will overcome the very basis of the problems that we face today.

On the other hand, if humankind continues to approach its problems considering only temporary expediency, future generations will have to face tremendous difficulties. The global population is increasing, and our resources are being rapidly depleted. Look at the trees, for example. No one knows exactly what adverse effects massive deforestation will have on the climate, the soil, and global ecology as a whole. We are facing problems because people are concentrating only on their short-term, selfish interests, not thinking of the entire human family. They are not thinking of the earth and the long-term effects on universal life as a whole. If we of the present generation do not think about these now, future generations may not be able to cope with them.

Remembrances;

Remember . . .
That which is meant to be yours will come to you. Just as those of you who are aligned with the highest good will eventually experience your highest ideal, so shall your daily needs be met. You need never worry about your survival because there was a special mechanism put into place long ago which regulates and guarantees that everything you need will be there for you in the exact moment that you need it. Oftentimes it will not appear until the instant before it is needed, but you may be assured that while you are waiting you are being strengthened. As you learn to trust in this wondrous process, the obstacles and hardships of life fall by the wayside and are replaced by a serenity that knows no limit.
These times of great upheaval are truly gifts unto you. You are constantly surrounded by an environment that is conducive for bringing out your most fulfilling form of expression. Your ego, the part of you which is in service to yourself, is giving way to a much larger, grander you'the you that is in service to others. You are blossoming in all your glory, and it is this blossoming that you have always longed for. Be open, be available, and, in the meantime, be at peace. Your prayers and intentions are all being answered.

The Intenders

"God, in creating humans, speaks to each one of us personally, but only before we are completely fashioned; after that God goes with us out into the darkness and is silent. The Creator's words which we dimly hear, before we are led into the night, are these: "Urged on by your senses, go forth to the very brink of your longing. Clothe me, the Invisible, in what is visible! Grow like a fire behind all things so that their expanding shadows keep convering all of me. Let everything happen to you: beauty and teror. Keep going, no matter what. No sensation is too far out. Let nothing seperate you from me. The land which they call 'life' is near. You will recognize it by its serious demands. Give me your hand!""

David Steindl-Rast paraphrasing Rilke - Poems for the Hours of Prayer

"A human being is a part of a whole, called by us _universe_, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest... a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty."

Albert Einstein

"There must be always remaining in every life, some place for the singing of angels, some place for that which in itself is breathless and beautiful."

Howard Thurman

Gratitude is an ascending reflection of a descending grace. Brother David Steindl Rast

I am grateful those who read my blog
I am grateful a healthy body to carry me graceful thru life
i am grateful for open skies
I am grateful for patience
I am grateful that my computer was fixed
I am grateful for a hotpot of soup on a cold summer day
I am grateful for that which keeps us from partaking of unforbidden fruit
I am grateful for the support of friends
I am grateful for the clarity that follows chaos and confusion
I am grateful for the times of chaos and confusion
I am grateful for the love and support of friends
I am grateful for my health, which allows me to move easily thru time and space
I am grateful for my deep curiosity in life.
I am grateful for change and growth.
I am grateful to be sinking my fingers into the soil, pulling weeds and planting flowers
I am grateful for the time and space to gain a new perspective
I am grateful for this very sweet place to stay while in Budapest
I am grateful for the ease in which preparation has taken place.
I am grateful for the freedom to move forward into new experiences.

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Saturday, June 7, 2008

I am just now beginning to feel normal...

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